Books: portals leading to my frustrations
School: the morning, the afternoon and the evening
Politics: it's fucked!
Laws: useless!...but it will make the world a better place
Filipinos: wasted!...but there are others who make an exception
Philippines: garbage!...but there are little heavens in it
Weaknesses: they don't make me less of a human but rather less of a person
Fats: makes my life more complicated
Mistakes: inevitable but it adds quality to life
Pain: doesn't come in handy, only time could heal
Suffering: has always been my option
Boyfriend: what, who, when, where, why, how?
Men: are beautiful; sometimes I wish I'm one of them
Women: men's greatest weakness; I'm proud to be one
Marriage: not there yet, groom still at large
Sex: the main event...has to be something worth the wait
Friends: makes me psychologically balanced
Family: the past, the present and definitely the future
Religion: two! and unpracticed!
Future: I don't know what it holds but I know who holds it
Art: try me!
Music: I don't exist for music but I won't persist without it
Wrestling: the air that I breathe and the blood that runs through my veins
Faith: I still have one
Love: may not make the world go round but it makes the ride worth while
Hell: where you can find half of my body
Heaven: I'm buying my way there
Salvation: not sure if I'm qualified
Death: romantic for those who have lived life to the fullest
Life: tragic for those who have nothing to live for
God: I exist, therefore, so as he
Accidents:
Spendthrift: money: no matter how hard you keep it, you're still going to lose it
Optimistic: I believe that everything happens for a reason
Perfectionist: perfect things are only done by somebody who wants it done perfectly
Forgiving: because I also want to be forgiven
Indecisive: sometimes I'm unable to make up my mind that's why I often ask for signs
Fence-sitter: as much as possible I don't take a stand on an issue, until I am forced to choose
Cheerful: I don't take life too seriously get used to it
Daydreamer: it is free to dream
Sunday, December 11, 2005
...Fate was on my side...
After a decade without seeing
Pao grip his sticks and beat his drums, finally I was able to see him this morning at SaGuijo. I was even able to talk to him--Thank God!
The Bitter Pill- the band that I've been dying to see perform for almost 2 months was actually in front of me. "It's like a magic."
Well, the band began setting up at around 2 a.m. with the absence of their drummer. Then Mong and Diego started playing around while waiting for Paolo. I enjoyed it but I can't help but stare at the empty chair behind the drum set. Yeah, I missed TBP but it's Pao that I missed the most. Actually I tried not to expect for him because I don't want to end up disappointed if ever he would not come--however, I wished that he could come.
AND SO HE CAME.
Earlier that night I kept telling to my friends (Alicia & Erika) that Pao's not coming because I haven't seen him around. Honestly, I'd lose my hope 'cause it's already TBP's turn and he's not yet around. To help me stop worrying, Alicia asked Mikee if Pao will appear-- he answered yes. I just stared at the door and look at each person coming in from the moment I knew it. Then Paolo came in. I hardly recognize him because his hair was still long the last time I saw him but I was surprise 'cause it's already short (bad thing I wasn't able to see his Mohawk hair style)--and he looks better than the last time I saw him. Paolo was late but of course we willingly waited for him. I'm really glad he was able to make it.
The rest of the things that happened are predictable. TBP gave all souls inside zageejoe another transcendent experience--once again. These 5 musically inclined individuals performed at their best, as if it's their last performance. Mong, Diego, Mikey, Issa and specially Pao enslaved us all with their music. You know what I'm talkin' about, these guys are really great and their music is amazing. Once they're their, you are helpless. They're really one fine combination of incomparable musicians who exist to stretch their gifted talents in music to people like me--yeah, I feel really blessed.
We were able to talk to Mikey after. He's nice. He even asked for our names. I'm happy that we talked to him. I hope he still remembers us. After that we had a not much anticipated chance to talk to Paolo in the parking lot--another reason to thank God. And yeah it was my second time...and again "It's like a magic." He asked for our names and I hope he still remembers us.
What a night!!I don't know what I did to deserve everything that happened. Of course I owe it all to God who made it all possible--nice plan God, 'twas perfect!
TBP kicks ass!!!
11:23 PM
Identity
Poise
Precious Illusions
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