Life is all about...Suffering

Strapped

You swallowed my body and now you're trying to digest me
I am struggling but you're thick and strong
I zipped my orifice though I'm not guilty
Because I thought suffering would prove the straitjacket wrong

Each day I move along with you I don't have a choice
So every burning hour I try not to be a stranger
I used to speak but you can't hear me because you changed my voice
Now the visitors think that I am causing the danger

Your reflection is what you always want to find
That's why you can't see me the problem is your eyes
Damn you! Who told you to make my people blind?
But honestly somehow I need you because I live in ice

Now I lost some identity still you haven't attained completion
I managed to fill the spaces but you don't get satisfied
What else will you take my feet and my direction?
Will you ever get tired, you're there even if I hide?

Unlock your belts I can't carry you anymore, don't wait 'till I'm perished
Sorry I don't want to hurt you, you're pathetic
Behind you a thing exists and it's waiting to be unleashed
Beware I'm not who you think I am so go panic

I love you but fuck you straitjacket
I should be free so release me I want to fly
I can't bare to see you and my carcass in a casket
I don't want to struggle when I die

Identity

NamE: Julie Ann
aGe: 17
BdAy: October 9
ZodiAc Sign: Libra
LiKeS: Wrestling, Webpage design, Movies, Books, UBEs, Drinking Sessions,

Impared Eyes Sees...

Books: portals leading to my frustrations
School: the morning, the afternoon and the evening
Politics: it's fucked!
Laws: useless!...but it will make the world a better place
Filipinos: wasted!...but there are others who make an exception
Philippines: garbage!...but there are little heavens in it
Weaknesses: they don't make me less of a human but rather less of a person
Fats: makes my life more complicated
Mistakes: inevitable but it adds quality to life
Pain: doesn't come in handy, only time could heal
Suffering: has always been my option
Boyfriend: what, who, when, where, why, how?
Men: are beautiful; sometimes I wish I'm one of them
Women: men's greatest weakness; I'm proud to be one
Marriage: not there yet, groom still at large
Sex: the main event...has to be something worth the wait
Friends: makes me psychologically balanced
Family: the past, the present and definitely the future
Religion: two! and unpracticed!
Future: I don't know what it holds but I know who holds it
Art: try me!
Music: I don't exist for music but I won't persist without it
Wrestling: the air that I breathe and the blood that runs through my veins
Faith: I still have one
Love: may not make the world go round but it makes the ride worth while
Hell: where you can find half of my body
Heaven: I'm buying my way there
Salvation: not sure if I'm qualified
Death: romantic for those who have lived life to the fullest
Life: tragic for those who have nothing to live for
God: I exist, therefore, so as he

Accidents:

Spendthrift: money: no matter how hard you keep it, you're still going to lose it
Optimistic: I believe that everything happens for a reason
Perfectionist: perfect things are only done by somebody who wants it done perfectly
Forgiving: because I also want to be forgiven
Indecisive: sometimes I'm unable to make up my mind that's why I often ask for signs
Fence-sitter: as much as possible I don't take a stand on an issue, until I am forced to choose
Cheerful: I don't take life too seriously get used to it
Daydreamer: it is free to dream

Handpicks

Professional Wrestlers:
Shawn Michaels
Triple H
Undertaker
John Cena
Jeff Hardy
Steve Austin
Batista
Eddie Guerrero
Randy Orton

Colors:
Gold
Silver
Green
Black
White

Movies:
Hedwig and the Angry Inch
Dog Soldiers
Finding Neverland
If Only [I cried in this movie]
The Passion of the Christ
The Count of Monte Cristo
Interview with the Vampire
Face/Off
Con Air
Constantine
School of Rock
Rock Star
Back to the Future 1-3
50 First Dates
The Longest Yard
Center Stage
The Cutting Edge
So Close
The Man in the Iron Mask
Catch Me If You Can
Romeo and Juliet
The Beach
El Crimen del Padre Amarro
Y tu Mama Tambien
and...

Food & Drinks:
Ice cream(esp. the limited edition Spongebob squarepants bubblegum flavor)
Pizza(any flavor and brand)
sioPao(Asado)
Chocolate(Cadbury,Hershey's,Nestle)
Choco mallows $ marsh mallows
Apple juice
Manga(esp. the ripe one)
Mais
Planters & Pringles
Coffee

Monday, April 10, 2006

...He is already taken...away from me...

We're not able to see JTC at Tiendesitas because of me but I think I didn't miss anything. We saw lots of bands (Sandwich, 6 Cycle Mind, Paramita, Itchyworms, Pedicab, etc.) perform and we got to see people who really look "mabaho". The highlight is, aside from almost dying because of demented people and nearly getting trouble because I almost pulled a girl through her hair, I finally saw Urbandub's live performance...'stig! But TBP wasn't...only the 4 of us [Mon, Lish, Ers, and me] know who they are and the songs that they sang--and of course Pao was absent the nth time.

After TBP's turn we left Pasig and flew to Makati, Zageejoe to be exact, to see Itchyworms, Pedicab, and TBP again. As what we've expected, Pedicab's set was really tiring. Sweat is flowing out of our bodies. Everybody really enjoyed it, especially the forever handsome and sexy Gael with his little bro Tenoch.

Anyway, TBP's set was different from all their performances before, take note that it's SaGuijo. It's like guijo is too big for the band. Perhaps the reason of the band's feverish performance is the temporary absence of Diego...and, party pillers be prepared, the unending absence of Pao--that is, Pao's already out of the band= he's no longer part of TBP= we won't be able to hear jo-jo-jo-jopet anymore= TBP is somewhat 20% paralyzed= TBP will never be the same again.

Plus, assuming that he is really in a relationship...I guess the song that he sang the last time I saw him really means something...One Last Time.

...that's painful!!! Ahhhhhhh!!! [teary eyes] He's is taken and away...but it doesn't end something between us. Perhaps this is the real beginning of our story...

One last time

let's spend this night together
one last time
candlelight for two
then we'll drink some wine

stars so bright tonight
don't worry
things will turn out right
don't worry
before you decide... to go home

i'm sorry
so sorry
things will turn out right
don't worry
don't worry, don't worry
things will turn out right
one last time

let's think about 'forever'
one last time
it's like the things we do
when you were mine

one last time
i just wanna hold your hand
one last time
i just wanna kiss you
one last time
open up your mind
one last time
let me feel I love you so...

2:11 PM

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